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Originally Posted by FH-SchmennaLeigh
I've got some ideas forming in my head but the biggest problem I see with the homework is this: I find writing to Munchkin to be one of the hardest things. Ever. I can write about her. I wrote a lot to her prior to her birth. But since? I send cards. But no letters. Because I get SO overwhelmed with emotion and everything gets jarbled, makes no sense... and I throw it away. (Yeah. So I'm a perfectionist. Shoot me!)
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I love writing, too... and researching things as well.
What you wrote above, about how everything gets all jarbled, this is exactly why it's so important to write this letter. It will help you work out so many of these emotions, and to see them, and if you see them, than you can deal with them. Right now, with them just being stuck in your head and in your heart, they're causing you to feel pulled in a million different directions, probably a million different emotions, leading to your chronic anxiety. (I have some familiarity with this. hehe. can ya tell?) lol. Anyway, I won't keep you here, but I think it's wonderful and though it's scary and it will likely hurt a lot to write this letter, and future ones too (at least for awhile), this will be a very therapeutic experience and will help your therapist help you.
She sounds like a good therapist, for what it's worth. ;-)