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I love writing (can you tell?) so I know that I can physically do this... but emotionally, it's just very BIG. I'm just going to mull it over in my brain for a couple of days.
Yeah, I've been nauseous for two days leading up to the appointment this morning. My anxiety level was through the roof. Which, not surprising, I have to see a doctor next week about possibly starting me on some anti-anxiety meds. Apparently the adoption has not made me depressed (which I never thought I was, just overwhelmed) but instead has made me (or helped make me since I was always kind of anxious) rather anxiety laden. That's another part of my homework; to research anxiety/panic disorders. But I can do that. Research is fun for me.
Yes, Yes. I am a nerd.
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Jenna
 Mom to two boys: Nick, 3 & Parker, 1
Writing the family side of fire life at Stop, Drop & Blog
I now write for three blogs on AdoptionBlogs.com! Come read!
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