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My hospital stay
I was going to hospital for stress test, to listen to my baby's hearbeat as I had toxemia and one day while getting the strees tests, her heartbeat stopped and they decided to to an emergency C section. At 16:48pm, April 17/84, K was born.
she was in intensive care and I insisted on being taken there and my bed was wheeled right into the nursery and I put my hand into her incubator,she was crying and she stopped. I loved her from the miniute I laid hands on her.
3 months later, I relinquished her.............and my life became a shut down hell and it took a lot of work for me to get through the pain of her adoption. Now, I have her in my life again.
But I never forgot her day of birth and how she knew it was me and my hand and my voice soothing her when she was mere hours old...
Shelley.
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