[Aaronsmommy03]

HI!! I just wanted to reply to your post and let you know that your feelings are completely normal. I too was in a similiar situation. My husband and I tried for 8 years to have a baby and had 3 pregnancy losses. I still think about the "what might have been" scenarios in my mind. But things did change for me after the adoption of our first son. If we had not gone through all of the pain we would have never had the joy of our bright, beautiful son. And then because of our experience adopting him, we were chosen to foster/ adopt our daughter. So I guess what I am trying to say is grieve for your loss, but also look at it like this is what you were meant to do....you were meant to be a mommy to these 2 girls. Your excitement will come. I wish you luck and enjoy your new adventure.