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I seem to be okay.. The poor man was having such a hard time.. He said to me once.."This is awful."
Maybe I am still in shock.. but mostly I am wanting to get on with my life now.. I want to do the Artist Way again.. I want to start morning pages.. I want to start painting.. What my dad wanted me to do..
When I was a little girl I did a pastel of a horse.. One of those horse potraits.. Dad loved that picture.. He wanted to make sure it was preserved and he sprayed it with fixative and he sprayed too much..
It went dark and was ruined.... He was so sad..
My dad was a good man.. I remember when I was very worried about the state of Florida changing birthdates.. Worried that I would not find my son.. Dad said to me.."We went to a good place Jackie.. We made sure."
And when I wanted to register open for contact.. mom and dad drove all around Miami looking for St Vincent Maternity and adoption center.. They always wanted to help me..
He met my bson..
I have only posted about my dad on this thread..
Thanks guys..
Jackie
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