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Well, I was able to have 3 bio kids but then no more. I feel very blessed to be able to have adopted our two and be a Mom of five. But, I still feel a twang of envy, or occasionally even extreme sadness, when someone I know get pregnant. The hardest is when they do not want to be and are upset that it happened when they weren't planning it. I know their feelings are valid, but sometimes it really hurts me too.
Hang in there. I think you just get to a place where you accept that this was the plan for your life.
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Johnna
Mom to three bios, ages 14, 11, 8
One Salvadoran sweetie, 4 (Referred 11/02-home 10/04),
One Guatmalan prince, William, 1 (Referred 2/05-home 8/05),
And our homegrown princess, Julianna, born 10/07
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
but I'd of had to miss the dance
Garth Brooks, The Dance
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