Basically I agree with the others and it is important that you get unbiased help/support. I appreciate it is difficult telling your mother but you don't know if she will be supportive unless you tell her. When I had my son I didn't get any help or support so was pressured into having him adopted. I will always regret not being told where I could unbiased support as I didn't want to go along the adoption road. With the way you're feeling at the moment which is understandable you need support before making any decision that you may later regret.
Pip
