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here is some words of hope for you....
I have always wanted and dreamed about adopting a new born baby girl straight from the hospital with as good of health as possible. I KNOW...WHAT WAS I THINKING!!!
But God does work in mysterious ways. I was so broken hearted from the many many babies I had loved and let go...finally we got our son who was almost 4 and ready to be adopted. We only had him 5 months(along with some other foster children) when we got a call about a newborn baby girl that was up for adoption but their was some legal risk so she had to go into fostercare first. I was told this baby already had a home picked out and we would NOT be the adoptive family. I prayed about it and knew if she were meant to be mine God would find away. I also felt comforted that if we did have to let her go...I would still love to have that experience with a newborn....and love to help another family receive their forever family as well. So i agreed...well i begged to foster her. Once she was in our home we found out they had not picked out a home for her....so we begged from the moment we found out till we were told when she was 7 weeks old that we were her adoptive family. I couldn't believe how blessed we were and how much my trust in God really helped this blessing come about for us.
So may God bless you...and lead you to accept those children he wants to bless you with...short term or long term...your life will be blessed!!!!
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