[Bug-n-Bears-Mommy]

Honestly, it is hard to watch someone else act like they are the best parent in the world for the time they see them when you KNOW the reasons they are not longer in their care. It is hard to swallow when they start to pick at little things like wearing an outfit that is a little big/small, having a little spit up on their face, or a dirty face, having a runny nose, or being sick, God forbid they be wet or poopy.

I hate the feeling that every move is going to be judged or questioned. I have NEVER once questioned the love any of my bio parents have for their child...regardless of the choices they made that brought them into my care. I resent my intentions being questions, or my love for them. It would be nice if the playing field felt a little more even. Then again, I am sure they are thinking the same about me. Nothing has ever been said, but it is one of those elephants is the room nobody wants to talk about.

I will give Bugs mother this, she told the CW that she know he was loved and being taken care of. Those words meant the world to me.