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I got my hospital records and theydidn't tell me much because most of it was blurry but one sheet of paper had only not keeping private adoption. I wasn't sure if the adoption was private or through Catholic Charities. On another sheet it had see xx ( which was my dad) and then private adoption see Mr.xx. I have no idea who this man is. Does anyone have any ideas? I could also make out that it was a baby girl and her weight and length. I already knew what they were cause I have the hospital bracelet with it on it. The lawyer who handled the adoption is no longer practiceing and had gotten rid of all his files. Is it worth hireing a PI? I really don'e understand how they can find out anything when it was a private adoption and all the records are sealed. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I should do now. Ihave registered with N.Y. and a few other sites. I have been comming to this site almost every day and nothing. I am gitting really discourged. I sometimes feel I am waisting my time. I have checked out the home page and put in the date of birth etc. and nothing. There is one on the date after my daughters and I e-mailed her twice but nothing. It showes she registered in 2004 and proubly doesn't check in much. If anyone can help me please do. I can't talk to my husband about it because he has no idea what to say. I read alot here how you all help eachother so could anyone of you careing people help me please. I would be very greatful, Mary