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Hey Redbone,
Yeah, I think about how our life will change. I wonder how it will affect the relationship dh and I have... we feel so ready to share our love with a baby, and I wonder how it will change things for us in ways we never expected or dreamed of.
I also think about the sleeping... but for me, since I have a very hard time sleeping at all, I look forward to having company during my insomnia! LOL! I gave up waking up dh years ago, but did that for years, too. I'd wake him up every five minutes to let him know I was awake. hehe. I figured if I couldn't sleep he should be up to keep me company! He was so sweet, too. But, eventually, I decided to let him snore while my mind races.
Anyway, hopefully the changes will be not so scary when we're going through them. I haven't thought too much about how my life will change because I'm at a place where I'm not really sure it'll ever happen for us... and I'm afraid of the pain if I imagine our life changing and then it doesn't.
Hopefully, some morning at 3 am I'll come on here to let you know that my baby is up screaming, teething, but up with me, and I'll be checking in on you and yours... hopefully!!!
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