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i am birthmom -place my child 17 yrs ago in simi open adoption. exchanged letters, had mutual friends who kept me informed. i had to stop contact because it just became too emotionally overwhelming for me. i couldn't let go. i wanted more contact than family was willing to allow, such as letters to her directly. but then i'm not sure if i got that if i wouldn't need more. just had to let go. soon i will be contacting them again as my child will be 18 soon.this is stressful time and i'm regretting i lost contact now.
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