[odi]

We are so close and yet I am feeling like so far from being done. I have now made and canceled 3 appoinments to get fingerprinted. The first two were because our homestudy was delayed and then got delievered to us a couple days late. Then we set one up for this morning and I thought perfect, we can not have to think about it until the holidays are over. Last night at midnight our four year old came into our room because he was wet and cold and wasn't sure why. One look and we rushed him to the bathroom to clean up the throw up covering him. The poor thing then went on the throw up 10 more times over the next 7 hours. I feel bad for him but I also feel frustrated. I am hoping by midafternoon we can get him to keep liquids down and then figure out how to get to the appt with family coming and going over the holidays. I feel like a bad Mom for even worrying about the appoitment but I also feel like our daughter needs us to keep working on finding her.
Thanks for letting me vent.
Diana