Thinking of you.
Niccum,
How brave of you to come on this forum and offer information about something so personal.
I am so sorry that you have to put this special part of your life on hold, and my heart hurts for the frustration and pain you must be feeling.
I am so proud of your determination to get everything back on track. When you said, "It's my own fault," I worry that you might take on the burden of not only your weight gain, but also of anything else that might go wrong in the meantime. As you focus on losing weight, find support and take any help that is offered. Don't hesitate to speak to someone in a counseling setting--it can only help. It's important for you to realize that you have not sabotaged this process or ruined anything; rather, please look at it as what it is... a set-back.
Again, I am so proud of you and will keep you in my thoughts. You are a strong person--you have to be to consider being a parent!--and I know you can do this.
Best always,
Christina
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