[[gag]] mayo is gross. V8 is gross. Ishy ka-ka.
Hormonally, I would have to say this by far is the HARDEST pregnancy I have had. I believe it is due to the sex of the child. With my two sons, yeah I was moody here and there...but it didn't stop me from seizing the day, making every moment count and all of that--but now, I just say BLEH.
It is such a manic daily rollercoaster -- one moment I am in tears, the next I am thinking about DECORATING THE NURSERY IMMEDIATELY NOW GO GO(!), the next moment I am sleeping, the next moment I am crying over pink polar fleece and the pattern I bought for the baby because I am making her a little snowsuit thing being infants born in the winter need a snowsuit that actually
fits. The smallest I have found is 6 mos. The preemie ones or the newborn ones...just plain U-G-L-Y.
I talked to my doctor last Friday because everytime I see him, he says, "How are you?" And I just start crying. It is so silly actually. I have a great day or a bad day, no matter what: If I go to the doctor and he asks me that, then I just cry. I don't know why outside of the hormonal upheaval going on.
I need
normal to return.
