[SadieAnn]

I'm so sorry to you and to anyone who is going through this. We parented a baby for 5 wks and then lost him when bdad changed his mind. He was our "first" and like you we prayed for years to be parents. BUT our state laws were clearly on the side of the bparent. We got good legal advice and knew it was fruitless to fight. We did go on to adopt our son who is now 6 mos old. I remember what it was like to look at our first baby and fear the worst. Now I look at our son at 6 mos and don't know how I could ever bear being without him. I pray the laws are on your side and this will soon be behind you. If only the laws would look FIRST at what is best for the child. Sending you lots of (((((hugs))))).