an affair and pregnancy
I dont know what to do. I am 25, married to a wonderful man and have 3 wonderful children. My husband has been on cruise with the Navy for over 5 months and I am about 3 months pregnant. I never meant for this to happen, had never had an affair before. I dont want to make excuses, but I got lonely and hubbys best friend was here to offer me comfort and thigns got out of hand. The father wants me to leave my husband and marry him and us be a family now, but hubby and I want to try and fix our marriage.
But now I have this baby to consider. I would never even consider abortion becasue to me it is the worst kind of murder, but how can I keep this baby even though I love it already as much as I love my other 3, knowing that it could be the end of my marriage. What do I do? But at the same time how can I give my baby up? I am so confused. The only thing I do know is that this baby deserves the best life that I can give it wether it is with me or not I dont know.
Anyone have any suggestions or anything??
Please help
NavyWife
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